It’s funny, the stories I will tell myself sometimes…
One of the greatest joys of being sober is doing shit you never even dreamed of… I didn’t have such a great imagination when I was drinking. Sure, I could sit on a barstool & tell you I was going to run a marathon the year I turned 30 (even though I’d never run moreContinue reading “Dream Big (or even at all will do)”
Yesterday, a woman with two wiener dogs made me cry. This is notable primarily because I rarely cry out in the wild because someone did something to upset me. Not anymore, at least. Here’s what happened: I was trying to deliver a book to a customer that lives in an apartment on the second floorContinue reading “Pity Party for One”
When I signed up for AA*, it was with the understanding that they were going to fix me. Although I’d mostly pulled my shit together from the outside, on the inside I was a mess. I felt suffocated by shame, terrified of actually experiencing real emotion, and mostly just broken. Oh, and I was completelyContinue reading “Grace & Ease”
When quarantine feels a little too weighty for me–when the stark gravity of living in a horror-filmesque world puts me right on the razor’s edge of true terror–I pause and think how much worse it would be if I was still drinking. And it always makes me laugh. Because holy mother of pearl, I wasContinue reading “It’s Funny. And It’s Not.”
“God is either everything, or else He is nothing. God either is, or He isn’t.” I sat on an overstuffed couch that was a little too deep for my feet to comfortably reach the floor in a church basement illuminated by lamplight. I sipped my bubbly water and looked around at the small group assembled,Continue reading “Sometimes Life Happens in Odd Places”
Getting sober is HARD. But life on this side of being a drunk is pretty damn miraculous.
Moving forward involves forgiving myself. Sometimes, it’s easier said than done. But it’s a spiritual practice…
Know what grace looks like for me? It looks like reckoning with a 1000 piece puzzle. It looks like family. It looks like gratitude.
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